"Normal is overrated"

Anong nangyari?

deverachi — Sun, 11 Jul 2010 15:25:21 +0000

Sa simula pa lang ng blog na to sinabi ko na ang dahilan ng pagsusulat ko ay para sa aking kasal. Pero parang di ko yata natapos ang kwento. Nakalimutan ko na kasi ang password ko at tong blog na to. Naisip ko na kailangan ko tong balikan para matapos ko ang isang chapter ng buhay ko. Madami na kong naisulat dito na minsan puno ng emosyon. Ayokong tanggalin yun at gusto kong maalala ko pa din ang alaala yun.

Sinubukan kong magcreate ulit ng bagong blog, pero naisip ko para saan pa. Kaya eto tapusin muna natin ang sinumulan kong kwento.

Natuloy ang kasal ko, hindi nga lang sa date na gusto ko namin dalawa pero natuloy pa din. Ang hirap ng pinagdaanan namin dalawa nun. Pero eto magkasama na kami. Sinusubukan ang buhay sa ibang bansa. Kaya happy ending pa din kahit papano.

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Learning it

deverachi — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 02:45:49 +0000

Sometimes in our life, in a certain situation we found a song that we can actually can relate to. In entering a serious relationship and now a lasting one, there’s a lot of things that I have to learn. Things that I taught I’ve learned from my previous relationship but surprisingly this ONE is totally different.

I’ve learned before that if you hurt me once, I will just leave you and that’s what I’m doing. But now, no matter how much pain I always ended up with him. I’ve learned that forgiveness you can easily give to someone you love.

So what my song: BROKEN- HEARTED GIRL by Beyonce just read the lyrics and you will understand why..

You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that 

You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And thought you break my heart
You're the only one 

And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you its pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day 

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you babe
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl no no
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl 

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up 'til now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out
You say you got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one 

And yes there are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day 

I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl 

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you,
Yeah yeah yeah, oh ohh... 

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna to take a breath without my baby
I don't want to play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kinda way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't want to play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl, no, no
No broken-hearted girl

No broken-hearted girl

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Ally Mc Beal

deverachi — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 02:30:43 +0000

Since last month I’m having this DVD marathon of Ally Mc Beal. I really love the show. Because it was all about civil cases,sometimes criminal law and because of its weirdness. All characters have their own eccentricities and no one is normal. Not being normal in handling their own issues. They just let it out.

I realized that like Ally I need help. The issues that they discuss is the same problem I have now. I’ve been independent all my life. I always make sure that my problem will not add to the problem of my parents. That they don’t have to know that I have one. I was fine.

Posted in oh life...

September

deverachi — Wed, 09 Sep 2009 10:10:57 +0000

September is my favorite month. Well, aside the fact that my birthday is September, my birthday also become the starting point of the “BER” months. It is the start of the long, long Christmas season here in the country. That playing Christmas songs at this point is legalize. Radio stations starts their countdown on how many days before Christmas, traffic become worse, lots of shopping and yes the air changes.

I realized that this September, aside from the fact that I celebrated my bday alone, I realized that this will be my last birthday as Single. Yet, there are a lot of things I want to clear with myself first.

I really don’t know what is the mystery of this month, but all I know is that everyone is excited. I remember wishing that my wedding date will also be September. Also, BAR exam is in September..hahaha.. so yes it’s my favorite month of the year.

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“Thinking of You”

deverachi — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 02:37:44 +0000

It is a song of Katy Perry, a song that remain in my head up to now. Though the song talks about betrayal, kasi naman she is still in love with her ex, it reminds me that when love is gone all you feel is pain.

Minsan naman talaga sa buhay natin, we all felt that kind of love that you can’t compare with anybody. We all experienced love, that when it ends we still remain on that spot, not moving, never letting go. You always wonder how come you are still breathing when your air left you. Okey sobrang emo na ko.

Still I don’t know why am I still here. Siguro along the way, I saw the sign that say ” stop what you are doing then move along”. It is really painful, when you can’t say how much you do love him. But then you’ve learned to let go. It is a long process. Long painful agonizing process. Still I am still here.

This is my favorite verse:

You’re the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson’s learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

When you think about it, the pain remains in you because you never let them know. Sometimes unknowingly, you also cause pain. and yes i still think about you..

Thinking of You

Comparisons are easily done
Once you’ve had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You’re like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I’ve had the best
You said there’s
Tons of fish in the water
So the water’s I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into…

You’re the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson’s learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I’m with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won’t you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I’d like to stay…

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